Don't know if my behavior is proper or not. Does it matter at all? Why should I feel the responsibility? Initially it was his decision. It sounds like arraignment. No! Though through all the situation I feel a bit of hoplessness and bitter... May be 'cuz the education I'm getting and my status make me think about another side of the issue from time to time. In fact I should be prudent and wise and...
Oh, dash it!
Let's enjoy every moment of the life and take all events and prospects as they are: "We think too much and feel too little". I don't want to be a holy; I want to be as careless as a snowflake drifting and dancing with the wind no matter going to. I want to be reckless and amusing. I want to make other people feel free, light and happy. I want to do lovely things and perfomances, eat delicious food and dress up fancy. That's my life is about.
Although it makes me a bit superficial... a bit silly. And what if the clever and right girl is running away forever? Have I stiil a deep personality? Can I feel sympathy for someone, feel the loss, love?
Or have I at last found my style of live, behaviour, position yet and I shouldn't change myself?
So many questions...and no place to find the right answer.
With the great hope of finding the sign,
Irine
Oh, dash it!
Let's enjoy every moment of the life and take all events and prospects as they are: "We think too much and feel too little". I don't want to be a holy; I want to be as careless as a snowflake drifting and dancing with the wind no matter going to. I want to be reckless and amusing. I want to make other people feel free, light and happy. I want to do lovely things and perfomances, eat delicious food and dress up fancy. That's my life is about.
Although it makes me a bit superficial... a bit silly. And what if the clever and right girl is running away forever? Have I stiil a deep personality? Can I feel sympathy for someone, feel the loss, love?
Or have I at last found my style of live, behaviour, position yet and I shouldn't change myself?
So many questions...and no place to find the right answer.
With the great hope of finding the sign,
Irine
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